The Human Experience August 4, 2011
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I imagine I’m in heaven and God tells me “I am going to send you to Earth, how do you want to spend you’re time there?” I’d say “I want to see every part of the world and meet as many people as I can. Along the way I’d fall in love many times. Spend days at the beach, looking at the stars, playing in the snow with a stranger, falling in love, getting my heart bruised, learning to speak as many languages as possible. I would be completely free. Going where ever the wind blows and doing what feels good to my soul. No worries just be. Then when I’m done having my human experience, I’ll come back to you so we can be together for eternity.”
I was. I am August 4, 2011
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My have I’ve grown. Looking back on all my writing I almost forgot who that girl was. I admire that young lady writing each of those post. Sometimes when we take a step back and look at ourselves, we don’t like what we see. I really love what I saw. I was honest, flawed, brave and broken. If I would have come across this page, I would have loved to know the author. The world has made me the women of my dreams.
masquerade June 21, 2009
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Looking into your eyes
I saw through your masquerade
I looked passed your material cover ups
And saw into you
You’re just scared, like the rest of us
Yet you pretend to be above it all
You claim to told all the answers
You think we are the lost ones
But my poor boy
It is you
You and your untrusting ways
Your lies have corrupted your fate
This fake tower you’ve built shall crumble
And you will be there naked and shamed
I AM Paul May 5, 2009
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I am Paul.
The least of them…
My sins exceed the stars in the sky
I’ve done nothing to promote your kingdom
Yet everyday with my actions, I denounced thee
From my mouth lies and lust spills
I am unworthy of your love
But grace and mercy
On me you spill
random April 3, 2009
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Where does beauty lie?
Wherever you find it
In the oddest places it appears
I usually see it when I’m up side down
In a frown
A tear
You can catch a hint of it in ones fears
Happiness is a disguise for misery
So it’s solemnly there
Yesterday I found beauty in a smile
It was no ordinary smile
You could tell that smile was rare
On this face it rarely appeared
But the way the light hit his face
You could tell all memories of the past
Just then were erased
Then he looked at me
From then I became part of his memory
I wonder, how will he remember me?
God is LOVE March 11, 2009
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Today I discovered love
I discovered that I was created in love
By love
For it and I was one
I discovered that love longs to be in my presence
That I am all love thinks of
Today I got a better understanding of love
We spent time together
Love held me and caressed my soul
My pain was destroyed with loves touch
Love whispered to me
And the wind blew my hair
Love took my hand and told me of nothing should I fear
Today I discovered love
When I needed love the most
When all the world slipped away
When there was no one to cry to
When life gave up on me
Love took me in its arms
And whispered in my ear
“I am LOVE”
“I am God”
DEATH TO THE WRITER! February 11, 2009
Posted by fallinguphill in beauty, peace, writing.Tags: death, peace, sadness, tears, war, writer
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All is well…
No sadness
No loneliness
No tears
No sleepless nights
No heartbreak
No failures
No depression
No fears
Not a care in the world
All is at peace
No racial tension
No gender discrimination
No injustice
When the day comes that these things are true
All writers will cease to exist
If we lived in a perfect world there would be no need
Till that day comes
I shall remind armed with my PEN!
MAYBE January 22, 2009
Posted by fallinguphill in death, growth, learning, love.Tags: dad, death, growth, hurt, lost, pain
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Maybe if I lie still enough
I’ll no longer have to breathe
I’ll no longer feel pain in every direction
My heart will no longer hurt
Maybe my world will turn right side up
Maybe…jus MAYBE
I can rewind time
See you just once more
Tell you how I’ve loved you my whole life
Tell you how proud I am to have called you my DAD
Tell you that everyday your gone I’m hurting
Missing you
Longing for your warmth
When the burdens of the world is too much
I can no longer ran into your arms
Daddy’s little girl is all grown up
Maybe…just MAYBE
I can hear your laugh once again
See your smile
Hear your advice
Listen to your every single word
That now holds so much meaning
Maybe you would share with me the secrets of life
Maybe there are no secrets
Maybe we just live and do the best we can
To absorb every moment
Cherish every day
Love thyself fully
Because tomorrow isn’t promised today
Maybe…jus MAYBE
If I lie still enough
Ill soon realize
That life is about MOVEMENT
And if I lay still long enough
It will surely pass me by
We don’t get second chances
I once heard
“LIFE ISN’T A REHEARSAL”
I CANNOT rewind time
You will NEVER return
My heart WILL forever be broken
…Guess I’ll take it as another lesson learned
tHe trAgedy January 22, 2009
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LIFE is not a MYSTERY
Every question has an answer
There is no beauty…
Nothing to chase after
LIFE is MISERY
Undeserving for some
Deserving for most
It’s a tragedy
To live life
Never living at all
Cause once you’ve taken your last breath
Memories of you with others
Is all you’ll have left
Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
Your life has no meaning
Yet living’s a MUST
RaBBit HOle January 15, 2009
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I wish I would have known
Before I placed my bet
That this shiiit hurts so much
I’VE FALLEN
And I can’t seem to find
My way out of love
They say you’ll get over it….someday
When does my someday began?
Never been the emotional type
So I stay faded
The love you gave was jaded
So now were split apart
Forever separated
FALLING upHILL 