FALLING upHILL

NigHts sPent In hELL November 17, 2008

3 am

Up again

Mind gets no rest

His presence haunts me

Memories of nights spent in hell

Nothing can erase our past

The things you stole can never be replace

My heart you hurt

Yet your face I can’t escape

My dreams are evaded with nightmares of you

Pain gives no justice to what I feel

This agony is so unreal

Soul torn in two

This is all cause of you

Sweat dripping from my bones

Wake up to darkness

I am all alone

With all that’s left within me

I do not pick up the phone

Though I long to hear you voice

Wishing your arms around me

Silently screaming because I know this will never be

Cursing myself for hoping you come back to me

I close my eyes

Pace my breaths

Pray to God with all I have left

That you are somewhere happy

Though angry at you I ought to be

This emotion never occurred to me