FALLING upHILL

MAYBE January 22, 2009

Maybe if I lie still enough

I’ll no longer have to breathe

I’ll no longer feel pain in every direction

My heart will no longer hurt

Maybe my world will turn right side up

Maybe…jus MAYBE

I can rewind time

See you just once more

Tell you how I’ve loved you my whole life

Tell you how proud I am to have called you my DAD

Tell you that everyday your gone I’m hurting

Missing you

Longing for your warmth

When the burdens of the world is too much

I can no longer ran into your arms

Daddy’s little girl is all grown up

Maybe…just MAYBE

I can hear your laugh once again

See your smile

Hear your advice

Listen to your every single word

That now holds so much meaning

Maybe you would share with me the secrets of life

Maybe there are no secrets

Maybe we just live and do the best we can

To absorb every moment

Cherish every day

Love thyself fully

Because tomorrow isn’t promised today

Maybe…jus MAYBE

If I lie still enough

Ill soon realize

That life is about MOVEMENT

And if I lay still long enough

It will surely pass me by

We don’t get second chances

I once heard
“LIFE ISN’T A REHEARSAL”

I CANNOT rewind time

You will NEVER return

My heart WILL forever be broken

…Guess I’ll take it as another lesson learned