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The Human Experience August 4, 2011

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I imagine I’m in heaven and God tells me “I am going to send you to Earth, how do you want to spend you’re time there?” I’d say “I want to see every part of the world and meet as many people as I can. Along the way I’d fall in love many times. Spend days at the beach, looking at the stars, playing in the snow with a stranger, falling in love, getting my heart bruised, learning to speak as many languages as possible. I would be completely free. Going where ever the wind blows and doing what feels good to my soul. No worries just be. Then when I’m done having my human experience, I’ll come back to you so we can be together for eternity.”

tHe trAgedy January 22, 2009

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LIFE is not a MYSTERY

Every question has an answer

There is no beauty…

Nothing to chase after

LIFE is MISERY

Undeserving for some

Deserving for most

It’s a tragedy

To live life

Never living at all

Cause once you’ve taken your last breath

Memories of you with others

Is all you’ll have left

Ashes to ashes

Dust to dust

Your life has no meaning

Yet living’s a MUST

NigHts sPent In hELL November 17, 2008

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3 am

Up again

Mind gets no rest

His presence haunts me

Memories of nights spent in hell

Nothing can erase our past

The things you stole can never be replace

My heart you hurt

Yet your face I can’t escape

My dreams are evaded with nightmares of you

Pain gives no justice to what I feel

This agony is so unreal

Soul torn in two

This is all cause of you

Sweat dripping from my bones

Wake up to darkness

I am all alone

With all that’s left within me

I do not pick up the phone

Though I long to hear you voice

Wishing your arms around me

Silently screaming because I know this will never be

Cursing myself for hoping you come back to me

I close my eyes

Pace my breaths

Pray to God with all I have left

That you are somewhere happy

Though angry at you I ought to be

This emotion never occurred to me

GOD’s GREATEST CREATION October 15, 2008

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Not sure why I’m so drawn to you
Maybe its the sadness in your eyes
Your stare screams a silent cry
My soul hears you
When I’m near you i feel faint
WEAK
Unable to catch enough breath to breathe
Your words surround me
Glued to my very being
The inner corners of my mind
Is where i kept you locked away
Your my little secret
Unable to share you with the world
Your beauty can only be seen through my eyes
THEY are not worthy
THEY see and looked away
My eyes stayed glued to you
so divine
Body made of angular planes
With a touch through my body it sends waves
Your existence sustains me
Just the thought of you
The very mention of you name
I know the world still spends
Lost in your insanity
Words do not exist to describes your greatest
One’s denial of this fact…must be an antitheist
For you ARE God’s greatest creation

I’VE BEEN LOOKING FOR GOD EVERYWHERE September 13, 2008

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Such a mystery

No human mind can understand

Existence evident only through feeling

I feel you all around me

In the wind you guide my spirit a little closer toward you

The sun shines and brightens my day

In the rain you speak to me

The trees sway to worship you

The lion roars in honor of thy greatest

Your power is all around me

Your presence is so strong…UNDENIABLE

I can feel u though you are not seen

In the face of a perfect stranger you show yourself to me

Rivers swell up in my eyes

My ♥ has never known such love

You were with me from everlasting

In acts of love I remember your face

Though I constantly fall and hide from thee

Your love I can’t escape

“I lOng tO be fREE” September 6, 2008

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“peace-sign”.photo.thewip.net 06 Sept. 2008. 06. Sept. 2008

I often say “I long to be free” either to my friends or on my away. Some asks what exactly do i mean. They say “you are free”, and most of my buddy list is convinced that i am “crazy”. When i think of freedom i imagine myself doing whatsoever I please. Looking up at the stars in awe of Gods’ greatness, taking deep breaths of clean air, waking up and going to sleep as late as I please. Feeling no worry or anxiety of work in the morning. Not being compelled to kept a meaningless job just so i can pay tuition. All these things keeps us enslaved. Everyday i have off from work is a small taste of freedom, it teases me. I wake the next morning as if just leaving the greatest dream. I was with Freedom, for that one day i was free. I crawl out of my bed, put my childish ideas away and join the others in slavery.